"God or Jesus, Please, Let me know
When my heart beats it's last
Where will my soul go?"..


While the light leaves my eyes
And my blood ceases flow
I watch from the corner
Til I'm dead then I go.
Slowly, so slowly
I slip through the ceiling
And watch the world drift away
Like a kite on a string.
I slide through the clouds
And watch that ocean of white
Grow fainter and fainter
Then fade into night.
The sun fades from view
And I float in the dark
Like a buoey in the ocean
surrounded by sharks.
I'm alone with my thoughts
And my soul starts to fear
Then an echo through space whispers,
"Be still. I am here."
The stars begin to shift
As my soul starts it's race
Past nebulas and galaxies
Through wormholes in space.
Lightyears fly by
Like headlights at night
Then my momentum slows
As the horizon gets bright.
As I break through the clouds
My vision is blurred
By tears of pure joy
And a whisper is heard,
"Your journey has ended
And a new one begun
Welcome back home
I've missed you, my son."

He's like the moon, I know
He's watching me, Carefully
Inspecting me
From far away
I feel his gaze, Holding me
And penetrating to my soul
Ceaselessly, Yet patiently
And lovingly I sense him
Watching, Waiting
From somewhere deep in Heaven
From a different plane of space
With billions more to tend to
I can sense his warm embrace
When it's quiet in my heart
And my mind is calm at ease
I can feel the deepest love
So strong it drops me to my knees

Intro

It's 6am, and no I have not slept yet. My mind is foggy, but it's the weekend and I strongly believe in squeezing the life out of every second of free time afforded me. Also, I find that some of my best writing is accomplished when rational thought is cast aside and delirium coaxes the mind to paths seldom pondered.

Astral Travels

Ride the light
I am a pilot without sight
I know where I'm going
Though there's no way of knowing
When I'll get there
But, I'll get there
Unprepared and unaware
Drinking in this cosmic air
Never dreamed I'd feel so free
Disconnected mind and body
Please, Please, Please
Let death be so sweet
when I'm wearing my skin
I feel incomplete
Heaven is near
I can see it from here
Answers are only a heartbeat away
My fingers are reaching
for forever ahead
I feel a tug in my chest
As I'm pulled back to bed
By a thread.